YEs. Everything ended in a blink of an eye. I was totally lost the moment i found out I couldnt make it to top 4. I felt I tried my best and perfected my vocal range and performance. I dissapointed everyone who thought I could have make a change. Not during the ASQ finals bt this in HK. I'm sorry.
My mind flashes about wht I was going to do next even when I was on the stage. I felt empty and seriously surreal. If everything I hoped for has ended. What's next? I questioned myself. Despite the fact I've learnt alot thru the friends during the competition here, I have nothing else left.
Let's be honest. Least the Champ and the good man is preparing their EPs but I'm not tied to any contract besides the Maestro. Since the decision I've made to reject Sony way before the finals, I am free like a bird. I wanted something more than jst my love for singing. I can't be spending my days, months, years singing out of nothing. NOTHING. I can't.
Now I am nowhere, no one. I'm thinking of getting a job when I'm back in Malaysia.
What'd ya think?
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I watch the competition as well, I know that good man , YOU and the champ tried your best,everybody can see it. Besides that, u did not agree the contract that Sony gave, it's ok, there will be some othter music company that will realised the talent in you. If you wanna look for a permanent job, it is not that easy, but if you want a part time job for the time being you can contact this person, she is my aunt, she is now looking for people who wants to work as a partimer for the time being. Contact her by stoner_lee@hotmail.com
If not you can call me sms me or even email me, i can give you her number so you can contact her personally.
I'm not saying wasting your time by being a part timer for the time being because waiting for someone from a music company to sign you in. It is not that it, it is just so difficult to look for jobs these days, and my aunt wanted to look for some people and i saw your post so i just drop u a comment thats all.
pls view my blog and drop me some commetns as well: http://natali3cxc2210.blospot.com
**NATALIE**
Nevermind.Wan Chean,Hao Ren and you were tried the best in the competition.At least you released your stressed after the competition.No more pressure.Just be yourself.Have a nice day in HK ya.
we had saw ur best result~ wateva da final result judge, u r alwaz our champion, rite? so, dun giv up~ there r still many supporters stay wif u~ take care =)
i watched the competition too...it was awsome...u done well...u are so pretty on that day,wan chean and hao ren were cool too...if u felt that u had try your best,then u dun have to say sorry to anyone...nice to meet u,hope we can be friend later.....enjoy your trip in hong kong
debbie~
hw abt further ur studies??
I have never been so patriotic before.. haha! 3 of you makes me to be so patriotic. I have never been so supportive to Malaysia's artist/singer. But that 2 nights i'm like yeah M'sia top 10..yeah debbie lim..yeah Gan wan chean.. although you guys lost but at least you won some experience back.. No worries. you have great vocal!! i mean serious i love your vocal a lot! and i believe you have a lot of fans here hah!
so hey just forget about the 'part time job' people that have such great vocal like you dowan sing then who is going to sing? me? no way right. I believe you will be a very bright star one day! Good luck and all the best! =)
loves wenlovehk
gal~~~u did it well~~~really~~~
all the things that judges wan is different..so...dun so upset~~~u r the best~~~gambateh~~
im grace from melaka~hope u still rmb me la~~~take k...^^
~~Grace~~
ya,debbie...u did it very very well...
really...
i believe sure got company wan 2 sign u,bcoz u got 实力mah...rite?
hehe...
gambateh ya~
wish u all the best n good good luck^^
~always support u~
its alright, u did try ur best, but the judges did nt appreciate u. if singing has been ur dream, u shud nt give up, u shud continue pursuing it n make it as ur top priority. u have everything oredi, what u need nw is a chance.
hey bebe. it's been a while.
well..you gotta ask yourself whether getting a job is what u really want.
anyway..when are ya free for coffee wei...? =)
hey, i watched that comp. looked forward to ur performance that night. honestly, i had quite a high expectation that u'll get to the top, but when i found out from my cousin that u din make it, i still think u did ur very best. really. im not tryin to comfort u, but u know u did ur best right? :) && the phantom of the opera one was good. with the solo one afta that. love the deep tone of ur voice. maybe this isnt ur destiny that God has planned for u. don worry, u'll end up somewher u like one day.
in the meantime, take care. :)
God bless u babe.
p/s: just a passerby. :]
thank you everyone who actually made an effort to leave a msg here for me. I'm feeling much better and this is never the end. I'll fight for my rights and my future.
I hope my blog would also be an inspiration for ppl not jst to dream bt to strive and achieve their dreams. Impossible is nothing. =)
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