To or not to.

Today, I thought I have not left. I could not. I can not. '
Thing is am I willing to. Answer is a no.
Why is it so hard.
When you have chosen while I have not.

To or not to.

That is a hard one to ponder. To decide. To realize.
Now I wish I am at a stranger's place so I would not see what is left by you.
To endure this alone...

Really wish I will find my strength and surpass you in this run.

I won't let you win...