I wonder have I not done my part as a dedicated sister or a daughter. Have I not done anything they wish for. Anything from top to toe and if i'm still a failure in that, I really don't know what to do.
Have I not try to be there, a sister as listener
Have I not done all the things that you as a brother shld be doing
Have I not completed my so called task or responsibilities as an elder one to guide or help you
Or
Maybe I'm just someone who happens to be fated, turning out as your sister and u hated me from beginning.
Have I not done my part to fulfill what you want me to be
Have I not followed all the obligations that you have wanted me to do
Have I not done the best daughter role for you to be proud of
Or
Maybe in the end, I am just someone who cant be proud of who I am, but proud of who you want me to be.
I'm speechless and I'm feeling blunt
10 comments:
Hey Debbie..
Well,I do hv to admit that sometimes I'll be a lil hot-tempered to my mum..I don't deny bout that..
You knw wat,sometimes I do hv that kind of feelings like you had too..
Hmph,maybe it's just our feelings..
I hv no idea how to explain that..
Sometimes,we do really feel that we had done so much things and tried so hard to satisfy people,but then end up they're not satisfy with us and things like that.sometimes,people dont even think of what we had done or how hard had we tried to do things..
Well,that's LIFE~
So,whatever it is,Don't Give up..
BE STRONG!
I'm not judging any1,but i had been thru the same situation like you did before,therefore i understand the feelings..so yea :D
Don't worry,I do believe you had tried hard to be a daughter,a sister n so on.. :)
P/S: If you have some spare time,you can take a look at wan chean's new post at her blog.There's a video there and I do really felt that it's so touching.I believe you will not gv up and be even stronger after watching that video. 加油！
:D
debbie~
my english is not very well
but i will try to understand wat u write...
is anything wrong ?
i believe u hv done all ur best
rite?
but anyway, i will support watever u done~
^^
*hugs*
im just a nudge away if u need to talk k. like how u've always been there for me..
There might be some quarrels amongst family sometimes and will just say anything without thinking properly whilst hot temper overwhelmed them. I believed they didn't mean to hurt you..Cheers
*big hugz*
cheer up gal!
A video to share with you. Motivate yourself. You can do it.
check this out http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bbgjPqsxncc
sayang~~u r the best alwiz if u think u are!muakss
Heya. From what you've written, it's pretty clear things aren't going so well for you. Well, i'm sure you know life is up to the brim with ups-and-downs but that doesn't mean we have to give up. What i mean is that you have to stay strong, if not for others, for yourself, because there is still a long way for you to go and if you believe in yourself, you can do it. I know how you feel, coz living in a family of such, it's inevitable. I might be only 17, but no bluff, i've really been through it.
Take the obstacles as challenges to strengthen you and therefore as motivation to make you strive for more and work for better standards; a better you! :)
Lastly, i really can't suppress the FANATIC feeling inside of me to shout out that I LOVE YOUR VOICE AND IT'S LOVELY. Haha. You have what it takes, so don't give up, there are actually lots of people who support you, so keep trying to reach for the stars!
Take care :)
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