dysfunctional

Something is wrong with the blog. I've no idea but i'll try to rectify *which will end up asking others for help* it asap. =) The alignment had gone cuckoo after I posted up the previous entry. Oh, I decided to change to another layout, hopefully to freshen up the page a lil.

Holiday ended just right yesterday. I had insomnia , like friends from overseas. I had jetlag jst like them. haha. The whole holiday wasn't spent productively. Nothing extraordinary happened like maybe, me getting married or what. It was more like a chilling one without much arguments or conflicts with the family or friends. Sometimes, you just tend to not appreciate things around you when you know they are there, just right there for you. Harsh words and actions will overtake my mind/rationality and hence, creating havoc to others. I hope I didn't, this time. =)

This semester, I only have 2subjects to attend.However, the downside is one of the subject requires the amount of 3hours every 3days on weekly basis to accumulate 9creds. =( oh oh. But I guess it balances off by having us offday on Wednesday and Friday. Suddenly, I just feel like everything has come to an end. Sooner, I'll be working my ass off in this country like no ones business. Urgh.

I regretted that I didn't put all my effort thruout my college days. I seriously did. I even had nightmares like doing degree again to make it up to my loss. Sadness. But I guess it is never too late to get my work done nicely before this year ends. Anyhow, I just want to be better this time. *prays hard*

Btw, let me create some curiosity in you dahlings.

"I guess I have got a crush on you"


ta~ babes muaks!