Old Lovers

Today, mum and I went to Ikea to get Jacko his new kennel, costs like rm600. Now, Jacko looks darn happy jumping around in his new crib! =)

On the way back, I told mum alot of stuff. I never let mum know much about my past relationships and how I think of them now. She does know who I was with but to certain extents. Earlier, it was an exception. She smiled while listening to me talkin about him. I thought I had forgotten partially of the memories, yet it just came so naturally filling up my mind with those feelings again.

Then, we had family dinner with my paternal grandma at Puchong. We all started talking about boyfriends again and I asked grandma how did she and our Ah-Gong (late grandpa) got together. She's 82 years old already, and her fine lines and wrinkles can be seen clearly already. So there, she was telling me about her love story. Ironically, it was just a simple one, very.

But, I could see she love him so much tht she took out his picture and showed it to us excitedly when we chilled out at her place after the dinner. Aww..I do believe that love can be foreva when it comes to the right person..

I love pamperings. Again, who doesn't rite? Least, I know I don't need that someone to be DARN RICH or whatsoeva to fulfill my material wise needs. I just want someone who could be really understanding, tolerate-able, ain't a promise breaker, smart, and haha I guess I'd fall for tht guy easily when he possesses such traits.

I don't manja. I ain't expressive. I ain't perfect. I have many flaws and crazy thoughts, which sometimes explains my insecurities and random tantrums. I remembered I was always pampered even though I was like that. They accomodate to my wants and needs willingly, without me telling them. They care so much about me and they are obsevant enough to tell me my changes of appearance. They remember things I told them. They proved to me that they really want me to be part of theirs. They don't hide things from me and they would do anything to earn my love.

I just want to know are you sure enough that I'm the one you love? Someone you'd treat like how others did?

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On a random note, I dislike peeps who doesn't know how to talk things out. Egoism and male-chauvinism! damn. I hate those peeps. Don't take my kindness for granted and decide for me before even knowing me. U think u are right, perhaps, it is just u who doesn't see your own wrongs. Please, seek my attention in other ways. This, will only make me hate u more.