Dimmed

To love needs courage.

I never really understood the phrase before. Being a realists, how I was brought up to live the best I could and how tangible things seem so much more easier to achieve is so wrong. So wrong. I've been through difficulties when I was younger. Now, family would give the best to me. Everything that I needed from top to toe.

Till one fine day, when love pours in from someone else. It's undeniably true that love is so amazing. Happiness. Different from love poured by friends and family. It's something you both built together. Short but sweet enough to take you up to paradise.

But, I can only have one of these love. The matter of fact is I never even have the courage to love myself. To love people I love. My heart really aches. Really.

At the end of the road, the lights dimmed. I don't even have shadows as company. Nor the sound of the wind to wrap around me. Nor the trees to shield me from the rain. It's just me standing at the divided paths...

Currently listenin to "Wo shou shang le"