Thursday, July 3, 2008

Serenity

Hello Dahlings,

This is actually my first time having all the time of my own to blog here since the day I stepped into the camp. Everyday has been marvellous even though very tiring and sometimes, too hectic.

Today is an offday for all of us. Here I am sitting in the living room where I could enjoy the serenity of nature when I glance outside from the sliding door. For your information, there's a lake just right behind our place. So it's quite relaxing especially when the rain stopped earlier.

Finals is like 23days away. I've been surrounded with loads of worries, thoughts, dilemmas and opinions which would affect my life in the near future. Right now, I don't know what I want. Ironically, after tons of considerations and discussions I had with my family and Eric, I've not decided anything at all. Oh well, I guess I should really focus on my competition then.

Since the blog has become quite a public one, I'll just keep this entry abit personal and simple about my feelings. =) I need a good rest. Seriously, i'm suffering the unbearable pain due to PMS. Just had two bowls of oat and thanks to Nat, I'm feeling slightly better after consuming the pain killers.

I should be feelin happy since I could sit and surf around the net but I'm not at all. Perhaps, it's something that I saw while browsing FB. Or maybe it's just my emo-ness taking over my mind again. I feel sad. Hrm. Anyhow, I know it's not the end of the day so I don't need to indulge in it for long.

Alrights. Need to go already. TV session! haha. Muacks .

Miss everyone of you!

3 comments:

Unknown said...

Hey...sorry to let u felt that ur blog have became a public place. I just happened to found this blog. Actually hesitate quite long whether to tag or not. I worried that it might scares you becoz i find that all the ppl tag here r ur fren or junior. Anyway, can felt that u r quite stress currently.. About what to do in the future which might cause an impact to the current emotion and preparation for the competition. For my way, just pray lo. To find out what u want to do in life. Only God know ma.. Haha. (sorry a bit religious) Any how, i'll still be free for a little more time then need to work already. I wish you all the best for the final. Pray for u here.. :)

bnardhiew said...

rest well gurl.
Rest Well, then you'll be all good.

God Bless

kei said...

hey debbie.
it's been a while..just good take care of yourself. u just need to push to the limits for these few weeks until everything is over.

i'm sure u're looking forward to win which is why u initially joined the competition in the first place. so take it all u've got. =)

ps: i didn't know u joined ATQ. hahahaha pardon me for not into all these chinese channels.

well..then again..good luck and all the best. may u really meet jay chou in person in the future. lol

ohhh yeah..it is such a small world indeed that i happened to know Hau Ren's brother through band playing. wtf...=\