Walk with me

To or not to.

2010-07-12T12:43:00.003+08:00

Today, I thought I have not left. I could not. I can not. 'Thing is am I willing to. Answer is a no.Why is it so hard.When you have chosen while I have not.To or not to.That is a hard one to ponder. To decide. To realize.Now I wish I am at a stranger's place so I would not see what is left by you.To endure this alone...Really wish I will find my strength and surpass you in this run.I won't let

Two Days

2010-07-04T15:48:00.002+08:00

Well, to be honest, it's only a day less than 24hrs you'll be up in a flight to UK. I try and is still trying to be alright from the day everything ended that both of us will be fine. The very day I am afraid to see is tomorrow where you will say your final farewell to me and let go of the very familiar hand of mine. The very familiar face I see for the last two years plus will then be in the

Holla!

2010-06-24T14:24:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps!Again, sorry for the long hiatus. But worry not, I just gave a new minor face lift to the blog and hopefully, soon enough I'd be back with some outings with my girls.Dear Kent, is leaving to UK to pursue his studies and I won't be seeing him anytime soon. Heart is pretty scattered but I guess an ending leads to a new beginning, ain't it? I am having an emotional turmoil these days..

Rains and flood

2010-01-19T17:17:00.005+08:00

I drove out to get my dog Jacko some food and damn, the rain poured heavily and it blinded my sight the whole journey to Taipan. Poor Jacko, he was starving for few days already. He must be cursing me with his barking about me being a terrible master. Hehe.On the way back, I noticed the cars stopped moving when the light was green. The water rise and saloon cars like mine would have to stop to

What is fair?

2010-01-15T13:46:00.002+08:00

Sorry for my long hiatus. I've been in my own little world and it took me sometime to come out from my 'pupa' haha.I have a question for everyone. I have been dwelling in this matter for sometime now. I could not figure it out still. hrm.. So I am asking for a favor, a little help from everyone =)What is fair. Apakah makna keadilan. 什么是公平？ Enlighten me people. Where's justice. What sense does it

Birthday, Charity and Air Supply!!

2009-10-05T14:24:00.007+08:00

I'm soooooooooooooooooooooo SORRY for my long absence! How is everyone! I miss everyone of you! I know i know I've not been updating my blog regularly. No worries..I'll make this quick alright?Well well, as you all know, Sept was a perfect month for me. I loveee September for it is like a lucky month for me and I could do all I want without much trouble. ehehe..of course, I'm lucky and problem

Privacy

2009-08-08T01:01:00.000+08:00

When one's privacy has been invaded, you'll know when the trust is falling into pieces.When I know you have been checking on me, I know it is when you've invaded my very little privacy.When all you do is more than just an act, you know that we're just stuck in a series of dramaWhen everything is hanging on a single thread, we both should know it wont lasts andthat is when game ends and war begins.

灰色的天空

2009-08-05T13:19:00.005+08:00

今天下大雨了。心请变得有点灰溜溜的。怎么了？我只想好好地睡，好好地休息。可是当我闭上眼的时候，就想起了过去。脑里，只不停的在想。过去有好多不同的回忆，有好坏的，有快乐也有悲伤的。那我告诉过我自己，不要再回到过去了。怎么思念也不会再挽回了。=（我想我已经把梦想放弃了。。

Ifeel 有我林沁璇

2009-07-03T10:33:00.006+08:00

大家好。这个7月份，记得要买Ifeel Magazine 哦！因为有我在里面！哈哈。作晚去买了一本来看，看起来有点胖！如果你们有见过我的话，我本人是很SLIM(anyone pls teach me, how do i write SLIM in chinese)。啊哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！！好了，说完了。记得去买哦！！

Updates

2009-06-27T13:00:00.004+08:00

好累啊！卓晚，我和Enjoyzters朋友们去Joshua新开的ShabuShabu, Momo Paradise就在Kepong.好可爱的一个新店。虽然是吃Steamboat, 可是竟然有conveyorbelt!就是你们在日本餐馆能看到的movingbelt. 大家要去支持啊！吃完了过后大家也去唱k了！真的好开心，应为好久没跟朋友们见面了. 所以桌晚就很晚才会到家。也另家人担心了，对不起哦。Anyway, 让我介绍你一位朋友。这是我的狗狗，Bobby。=）

我回来了！

2009-06-22T20:24:00.009+08:00

大家好！我回来了。Sabah 是一个很美的地方。但，好可惜哦。。没能够到外面走走。当danny, haoren, amy 和我到达Sabah的时候也已经是很晚了. 我们就住在Hotel Novotel. 那里真的很美啊。Then, the next day, 当我们rehearsal玩了, haoren和 danny 也回到hotel里的泳池去游泳. 我没去因为没带泳衣。就只能跟他们拍照。看看我叫他们的pose! 太好笑了！！可爱吗？有点gay. but they're not =)我也不里外哦。我们才有一两个小时来rest, 他们跑去游泳。那我呢？我也自拍了很多！那当然也不能少了香港来的朋友们！哈哈。好人啊！不要jealous please! hoho我和郭羡妮曹永廉和我。我觉得他是很humble 的人。very friendly =)美丽的胡杏儿。看起来，我很胖啊。

Flight to Sabah at 7.50pm

2009-06-19T11:27:00.002+08:00

香港無線藝人胡杏兒郭羨妮等在亞庇會劇迷 2009-06-12 (華僑日報)沙巴的朋友有眼福了！香港當紅藝人胡杏兒、郭羨妮、馬浚偉及曹永廉鐵定于本月十九日及廿日，在沙巴亞庇會見劇迷！為了回饋亞庇Astro On Demand的用戶，Astro On Demand特別邀請到四位香港TVB藝人胡杏兒、郭羨妮、馬浚偉及曹永廉于本月十九日及廿日，在1 Borneo中央大廳和當地的劇迷作近距離接觸，一起玩遊戲並送出豐富的獎品，更為即將在Astro On Demand播出的劇集造勢。除了香港藝人之外，歷屆《Astro新秀大賽》得獎者王明麗、朱浩仁（好人）、Debbie林沁琁以及Danny許佳麟也會在現場載歌載舞，讓你過一個快樂的周末。想要獲得更好的席位，以便能近距離觀賞四位藝人的演出，沒問題！如果你是Astro On Demand玉龍配套的用戶，可于六月十八日，中午十二點起，攜帶最新的

New Look

2009-06-15T21:42:00.004+08:00

Helloooo everyone! So sorry that i've been missing in action. don't worry. I'm ALIVEEE~!I had a haircut! From bob to being able to tie up my hair...you wouldnt know what is my next changes.Do comment =)Good, bad or worse comments are fine as I'm loving itBeforeWhen i jst had my Bobwhen it got longer and i redye my hairwhen it grew longer, I love curling my hair like this =)black and white self

Questions

2009-05-07T17:24:00.002+08:00

I wonder have I not done my part as a dedicated sister or a daughter. Have I not done anything they wish for. Anything from top to toe and if i'm still a failure in that, I really don't know what to do.Have I not try to be there, a sister as listenerHave I not done all the things that you as a brother shld be doingHave I not completed my so called task or responsibilities as an elder one to guide

Wishlist

2009-04-24T20:26:00.004+08:00

Women are demanding. Admit it, we love to splurge on things we like disregard of how much they would cost. My friends would love to get COACH totes, LV bags and branded cosmetics etc. Well, i'm one of them of course, but I 'm in loveeee with this one...It's not a bag, a purse, blingblings, apparels or gadgets. It's non other than....THISTADAAA~! She's called Babyliss Pro GT curling iron (1-1/4")

Hiring?

2009-04-20T17:40:00.001+08:00

If you need me to sing or perform, please drop a line or msg here. =)

Uninvited. ungrateful.

2009-04-19T18:02:00.003+08:00

Well, first do you go to someone's property without their consent? per say, someone's house when the host has no idea of you coming and you even had the guts to come for a visit. I dislike the fact that someone can be such immoral and lack of manners to 'invade' people's privacy and think it's totally fine for them. Thanks but not me.What about when you are being kind and generous, collected all

Online Boutique

2009-04-08T19:06:00.002+08:00

Voila~!I've got something to say, something to share and I think it'd be good to hear from everyone =)What do you think of me opening a new online boutique?Please feel free to drop in =) I do need some support

Of memories

2009-04-03T00:43:00.002+08:00

I feel like there's a missing piece in me,a time where lonely souls like me being weak,when darkness fills in the night,nothing else but just me and us.Of happiness and sadness that spells love,of fights and tears that spells a curse,of loneliness and mess that spells a missing you,of everything i asked for, only ends with tiredness.sighs*

Green & Pink

2009-04-01T17:58:00.004+08:00

Helloo, I'm back from HK. Yes. The weather's super cold and I was freezing even when I wore 3layers of clothes most of the time. I don't know why majority says that HK is a really nice place to be when in comparison, Malaysia have cheaper food, better government in at least - Malaysian citizens do have EPF and etc, much lower expenses and so on. The only thing I liked about HK is the weather (

我们

2009-03-17T19:30:00.003+08:00

哈哈我回来了！上个星期五我们到SgWang,为ASQ Launching 又在一起同台演出了。可是大家都说了会很想念对方因为那天是我们最后一起在台上演出了。也不知道什么时候才会在一起呢。当时的我，虽然很talkative, 可是心理都有点上心。我们也慢慢的张大了。会为未来而想。大家要加油！　我会想念你们。。我们一起走过的路。。我们的梦想。。爱我们的朋友也要加油，　一起努力好吗？muacks*

Marley & Me

2009-03-16T21:27:00.002+08:00

Sorry for such a long hiatus. I've been doing fine and yes, I loiter alot. =)Today, I teared. I teared for the ending sank my heart. My warm tears rolled down my cheeks as I watched the moment Marley closed his eyes and died peacefully. Yess, it's the movie I'm talking about, "Marley & Me". GOD! you must seriously watch it. The movie is not only for dog lovers, but also basically, everyone as it

Cut

2009-02-11T01:20:00.002+08:00

The cut on my finger heals very quickly.But sometimes, other cut needs more time and may not heal after all.It's just like a pool of freezing cold water. You either jump in and get used to it or not jump at all.And i choose to jump in. As I know I'll be enjoying swimming freely in the end.Choose to be me. Choose to learn and stand back up again.

Done

2009-01-14T22:09:00.003+08:00

pain.This is really how I feel right now.

End of 2008

2008-12-29T18:10:00.002+08:00

Hellu peeps!I guess I wont be here to blog about new year as about in 6more hours, i'll be heading to Langkawi with my bunch of friends like real big bunch of friends until the 1st of Jan 2009. Ahh, just a short note to myself, I guess I've been a rather good girl this year and I've put alot of effort in everything I'm doing. *patsmyself* I deserve a short trip =)I love everyone, my family, my

Nat's birthday and gathering

2008-12-20T11:40:00.002+08:00

I was told that there is a birthday celebration for our dear lovely Natalie this Sunday at Chilis, One U if i'm not mistaken. hence, I'm asking all of you who cares and support her to be present. Your presence will much likely appreciated.Of course, I'll be part of the gathering and you all who have not been seeing me in ages could come and enjoy the fun. =)The thing starts at 2pm and I kindly

What

2008-12-07T19:03:00.002+08:00

Is there anyway that love could exceeds a limitation. Hence, giving one the authority to do whatever they think is the best exclaiming to protect and shelter us from the harm? I totally disagree, can you ever decide for another in the name of loving her and wanting her the best yet at the same time, making someone you said you love dearly sad? I disagree again.What is going on. I really don't

Liv

2008-12-06T14:29:00.004+08:00

AWWW...i found this pic in your blog and i totally gazed at the pic in awe. We look so sweet together and I guess I have to share it here too.I hope you really enjoyed your meal the other day at Spaghetti Grill and the movie, Quarantine. Even if they were sucky, I bet our outing would still be a blast as you are someone beautiful with charisma. =)It was always nice knowing you from the start.

What I do besides singing

2008-12-04T21:01:00.004+08:00

Everyone must be wondering what do I do when I'm not singing. Yes i'm a slacker. I don't get to go out often as my house is under renovation. Yea. I'm a 'watchdog' but when times get lucky, I'll be out to meet up my friends for chilling session, movies marathon, bonding session and etc. I go shopping, run errand and online.I rarely go out with other circles of friends, only the really close ones.

G.U.E.S.S

2008-11-28T00:14:00.003+08:00

c'mon. It's been so longgg since I last posted about shopping! Early this afternoon, dear Phoebe called and with her help, we actually got the invitation to this warehouse sales by FJ Benjamin. Hence, they have truckloads of goods from GAP, GUESS, RAOUL, BAnana Republic, LaSenza and etc. I quickly hurried out and we hailed all the way down to Park Royal, KL.Finally, after two hours of scouting

不想

2008-11-24T23:15:00.004+08:00

有时，我会希望你能明白和了解我但，我却没为你想过。对不起。我想我是很自私的人。每次都渴望被爱的感觉。＝（那你呢？我只能说不是我不想而是我不能。　太多话要说了，可是我不会写。　只能够说对不起。　　我会永远都记得你。谢谢你给我的爱。

好 High ！

2008-11-23T22:52:00.003+08:00

今天真的很开心能够跟大家见面哦大家都很enjoy! =)我也是！当我在唱爱在不在时，都很感动因为大家都在和我拍手一起唱。好了，不说了。你们和我都很累对不对？大家晚安！*谢谢你们的到来和热情支持*开心的我 =D

TOP 5 EP Promo

2008-11-21T13:21:00.002+08:00

Yes. I guess everyone missed us right!! 我也很想念你们哦！Let's all gather on this 23rd of November 2008, 5.30pm @ Sg.Wang! Muahh muahh~

I need compliments

2008-11-16T17:31:00.002+08:00

I remember the very day when Eric pestered me over the ASQ competition. We were outside for breakfast. He practically forced me in a way to sing. I didn't want to. I was so afraid to sing and let everyone down that I can't sing well already. Yes kiasu. Today the whole ASQ competition and even the HK international singing competition ended too. I definitely learnt alot thru this period of

Break The Ice

2008-11-05T14:06:00.002+08:00

Someone told me that my posts are getting commercialized. But I disagreed to a certain extent. Probably its only commercial when I don't talk about my personal life. I only touch on careers and my thoughts in achieving my dreams.I know we have our own unspoken thoughts as it's privacy. It doesn't mean I don't care if I was silent. It doesn't mean I'm at the guilty side if I bottled up my feelings

TVB8 international singing competition

2008-10-29T00:35:00.002+08:00

YEs. Everything ended in a blink of an eye. I was totally lost the moment i found out I couldnt make it to top 4. I felt I tried my best and perfected my vocal range and performance. I dissapointed everyone who thought I could have make a change. Not during the ASQ finals bt this in HK. I'm sorry.My mind flashes about wht I was going to do next even when I was on the stage. I felt empty and

Speak

2008-10-05T14:50:00.002+08:00

I could be talkative yet very introvert when I choose to be one. I don't speak up. I rather keep my feelings close to me. When everyone blames me for everything, I rather this defensive feeling sink and not let it out in words. Words could be as sharp as a knife that slits and cuts. This time, like any other times, I'll keep everything to myself again..Looking at how things could turn ugly, I

Productive day

2008-10-04T21:09:00.007+08:00

It's been such awhile since I last posted a long dreadful post with pictures and pictures! Early this morning, I forced myself to wake up at 8am to attend DannyBoy's Motosikal 2.0 version press conference. So I hurriedly drove out to Astro and met the others of ASQ dahlings at the canteen with our gifts for Danny.Since he's my nu ren (pompuan) and I'm his nan ren (laki) lol, I was being more

Bob

2008-09-26T00:51:00.004+08:00

I might be a lil too late to join the trend like what Posh aka Victoria Bechkam the trendsetter did. But I got it done on my birthday that early morning. I couldn't stand my roots were growing and the split ends were unbearable. So I made up an appointment with Aaron, from ZexStudio a day before.Result of the day?I transformed from this TO THIS =)Hope it's a good change. Tell me about it

22

2008-09-25T00:02:00.002+08:00

Double 2 simply means that I'm one year older but much wiser than before. This year has been hrm, very stable and fulfilling. I enjoyed every paths that I've taken. Come to think of it, I'm very blessed and grateful. Happy 22nd birthday to myself. =)

Unwell

2008-08-29T00:25:00.002+08:00

Dear all,How was everything? I hope everyone enjoyed the last few days while I couldn't as I was unwell. Yes. Finally the big princess fell sick and her body just keeps pushing her to the edge. Not a self-proclaim princess but hrm, I guess those who knows me would accuse me as one. =pI only met the doctor today after delaying my visit for 3days. Wonderful ain't it? I'm feeling better already

180808

2008-08-23T18:18:00.004+08:00

White roses were super lovely and sweet.'Vincenza' was not the best place but you made it perfectThank you for everything =)

Moments of ASQ

2008-08-17T21:40:00.006+08:00

The bouquet of lilies top 10 bought Gary in conjunction of his EP launchWhen we were in Ipoh for the best steamboatUs trying to act in a happy family. I'm the pregnant lady =)the 815 Charity Concert held last Friday at Genting'Da Yian Jin'When Wei Hua got eliminated. my heart felt the pain'Bei Dou Xin' Our master piece which i still think the best even though we were criticized badly over our

You

2008-08-06T00:29:00.007+08:00

My posts were always about my work, my clubbin life, my friends, my family, even my dog or my ride. But never once, I talk about you.You deserve all the love in the whole wide world as you have given me everything. This post I dedicate it specially just for you.It will take forever to show my appreciation to you but least, this is something I wanted to let u know long time ago. How much you meant

Dimmed

2008-08-02T22:05:00.003+08:00

To love needs courage. I never really understood the phrase before. Being a realists, how I was brought up to live the best I could and how tangible things seem so much more easier to achieve is so wrong. So wrong. I've been through difficulties when I was younger. Now, family would give the best to me. Everything that I needed from top to toe. Till one fine day, when love pours in from someone

Inner thoughts

2008-07-29T14:11:00.002+08:00

Finally the Finals ended two days ago. The results were not as predicted. hrm. I was upset with the results but it was more saddening knowing that the press twisted the whole meaning of the competition.Looking at the news I've read the other day with big highlights on the factor I lost was prior to Eric's fault. Definitely the biggest fallacy. Obviously, sensible audience would know Round 4 is

Depress

2008-07-16T15:26:00.002+08:00

I am so depress.Yes. I feel that the pressure could anchor me down anytime. People around me keep repeating the same statement. "You are the winner this year"Never is an encouraging statement to motivate me. Enough said.I never feel that I am that good. My very first objective joining this competition was to improve myself and be humble while learning. I opt for a low profile *despite my identity

EP launching

2008-07-09T17:16:00.003+08:00

For your information, the 5 of us are busy preparing for our very first unreleased EP album which will be launched on the 20th July 2008 at the entrance of Sunway Pyramid.If you are lucky enough *which I am not*, you are able to listen to my song 'Ai zai bu zai' on My.Fm today onwards. =) I hope you all would enjoy despite that I have so much more improvement to do.Dahlings, you peeps could join

Serenity

2008-07-03T16:15:00.002+08:00

Hello Dahlings, This is actually my first time having all the time of my own to blog here since the day I stepped into the camp. Everyday has been marvellous even though very tiring and sometimes, too hectic. Today is an offday for all of us. Here I am sitting in the living room where I could enjoy the serenity of nature when I glance outside from the sliding door. For your information, there's a

Final stage

2008-06-28T12:43:00.003+08:00

Dahlings,I'm in the FINALS. Good to know, aye?At this point, I'm much relieved but reality hits me right back knowing that it is not the end yet.I have tons of songs to practice and it's never too easy. =(Who's in?Haha. I could only admit I am one of them while the rest, you should keep watchin the programme to find out. =)What's next?Definitely alot of things to do. The venue is taking place at

Love

2008-06-18T13:31:00.005+08:00

Thanks to you-know-who for all the pampering U gave. It meant a lot to me =)

Top 10 ASQ

2008-06-17T16:52:00.003+08:00

Unfortunately, I myself do not have a picture of us and I found this picture while blog hopping. =)The links I promise to post up regarding the One Million Star, hrm my elder bro just sent me a link but it's not the competition. It's news. well, better than nothing right?There you go, enjoy. =)One Million Star news 1and this,One Million Star news 2All rights. I have tons of practices to do. See

Back from Taiwan

2008-06-11T14:02:00.002+08:00

Yes. HOlla peeps! I'm back from Taiwan already!Great one. Fantastic journey for the whole 4days 3nights at Taiwan. One bad and one good news! which one first? hehe.Alrites. Bad one first!I bloody gained weight within the 4crazy days there at Taiwan!! Was in denial I kept telling everyone I am FAT and it seemed that I convinced them. I only weigh myself the 2nd day after I came back from the

Astro Star Quest

2008-05-28T16:46:00.004+08:00

Astro Star Quest formerly known as Astro Talent Quest is now on air, every Sunday at 7pm-9pm, Channel 311 on Astro.Alright. Everyone was wondering where have I been over the last few months. The matter of fact is I participated Astro Star Quest 2008. Initially, I went for the audition as my elder bro, Eric persuaded me. The audition 2mths plus ago did not stop my journey. Fortunately, after 3

Away

2008-04-07T21:04:00.002+08:00

It's been awhile since I last posted a long winded post. Well, this time will be slightly different. I am here to bid farewell. To my dahlings out there who is readin this, I'll be away for at least two months to three months, if possible even up to four months.The fact that I will not get to see my family and close friends for long, this is actually getting a lil on the sad side. My mind is

I am a kidnapper

2008-03-07T18:51:00.005+08:00

Prior to Kent's request, I'll just post up a short entry today.I kidnapped him when I bumped into him in Sunway College the other day. He skipped his class as I was over distracting. lol. Drove to Mid Valley for window shopping as I was left with RM3 in the purse. Tried out some kinky outfit in Zara and left without purchasing them. Horrible!Did the same at Topshop but this time comes with

Jobless woman

2008-02-27T00:05:00.005+08:00

For the first time, yes. I am jobless. Well, I never work apart from completing my internships previously. So, I feel rather mixed feelings trying to contemplating with how things are now.Nope. Not prolonging my stay at the company and I am enjoying my everyday stay with dear family and friends lately. So much to update especially outings during Chinese New Year, Valentines, Eric's short return

Valentines Day

2008-02-14T16:03:00.002+08:00

Every year of this day, you see couples everywhere at almost every corner of the streets, malls, cinemas, and ecetera. They are everywhere! On this important day, guys are cursed while girls are blessed. Well, simply because guys would be the ones squeezin their brain juice to show their love and appreciations to their loved ones. Where as for the gurls, all we need to do for the day/night are to

Clubbers nuff said

2008-02-05T00:44:00.000+08:00

A picture to start off, this I shan't say more. lol I was exhausted here already. The end of the night at Poppy. Eugene scaress meeeeeee. *sniffs* Junee again looking sexaylicious, Eevie abit blur here and sweaty me. I didn't knw why the expression haha and Marcus is so happy . wtf BaBes I heart this. CS has gone cuckoo. haha I observed and found out guys in enjoyzters are somewhat, crazy Marcus

Surrender, fall but gracefully

2008-01-29T12:19:00.000+08:00

Internship has ended. I miss my excolleagues and the working environment. Definitely busy and hectic, I would say but knowing that I am now part of the growing and competitive society; I wish I could do more back then. Yes. Studied harder and do better when I had the chance to do so. Again, it may rip off part of my confidence from me. I may not know where do I go from now on but somehow, if

Memory lane

2008-01-23T16:18:00.000+08:00

BeBe, Eileen, JingHao, Nosh, Corde and Lionel, during Corde's birthday few years ago Kevin, Eric, Daddy BeBe and Mummy when bro just got back from Beijing Mummy's birthday a mth ago Tammie and BeBe at Maison..ws reallya maison kaki lol Wei Leng and I when we were close back then Mel, BeBe, Eevie Kel Skep and Chor At Velvet. My primary school friends at Deepa's 21st birthday My College friends on

1st post of 2008

2008-01-10T23:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!! Sorry folks! I've been slightly busy working and of course, partaying the last few weeks. Too many pictures to share so this time, please bear with me alright! I'll just do a short update of everything that has been going on with my life. Family's doing great! *just so you know, bro* Dad is working endlessly and as usual, a great dad though sometimes, a lil over reacted

No one's born a fool

2007-12-28T11:26:00.000+08:00

傻瓜 | Sha Gua | Fool词:温岚Ci: Wen LanLyrics: Landy Wen曲:吴克群Qu: Wu Ke QunMusic: Wu Ke Qun其实他做的坏事我们都懂 qi shi ta zuo de huai shi wo men dou dongWe all know what bad things he has done没有什么不同 mei you shen me bu tongNot much difference眼光闪烁暧昧流动 yan guang shan shuo ai mei liu dongRoaming eyes and ambiguous relationships闭上眼当作听说 bi shang yan dang zuo ting shuo I close my eyes and pretend they're just hearsay

Reunion Dinner

2007-12-22T20:08:00.000+08:00

Reunion says it all. The idea of having dinner with your closest means so much more even after a long tiring day back from work. Tonight, I'm alone on this meaningful day. I had to work on weekends too and I just made a wonderful record for venturing into the KL areas with the help from my dear friend, Chee Soon.Thanks!! *hugs* I wasn't in a good mood these days after what happened. I drove to 5

Thoughts

2007-12-20T23:52:00.000+08:00

Your itunes played , "Right here waiting" when I whispered along as I rested on your chest. At the same time, hearing your thumping heartbeat on the same heartrate with mine. The moment lasted forever and every second my eyes gazed upon you, wishing your face will not be forgotten. I asked, "Will you forget me one day?" You said, "No" You reminded me, "It's been a year already" and I instantly

less words, more pictures!

2007-12-19T15:48:00.000+08:00

The only time when I feel happy is when I'm close around my lovable bunch! Yes , I'm not emo just slightly stress over work. Yesterday, I only got to leave the office like 11.30pm after compiling the work that I'd been working on.Less words, more pictures then! =)Last Thurs outing with Elaine Were foolin around in the fitting room Our attempt to look kawaii which I believe she looks much more

I see now

2007-12-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

I found out something, well nothing surprising as he gives me surprises no more. But, to see how another innocent gurl feels exactly how I felt back then, I see a reflection of myself. How she torture and hurt herself to this extent definitely makes me empatize her even more. If you are clever enough, sit back and take a look at how things went too fast. Too fast for a happy ending to happen for

you

2007-12-09T22:51:00.000+08:00

I cried when I know you'll be alone in no time,I teared for I know there is no future,I broke down as you shut me down from your world,I simply know when you might be better off alone.

3Random things

2007-12-05T23:52:00.000+08:00

Since working life *at such condition* to me, only lead to no-life, I believe J.Co Doughnuts would bring you high up to cloud NiNe after a long wee working hours at the office!Yeah,so what if I've not eaten J.Co before? My dahling bought back a dozen of tralicious aka delicious yummy doughnuts from the J.Co outlet @ Pavillion! I was never a doughnut big lover but its taste would last and would

Addicted

2007-12-01T23:40:00.000+08:00

Addicted to your smell,Addicted to your kisses,Addicted to your hugs,But, it ain't a fairy tale I could tellI wish I could speak,But I couldn't as time ticks,You are further than I thought,Even though you're the only one I gotWherever I go,Whomever I'm with,With you, my self-esteem is low,For I'm addicted to you.Don't leave me again,To forget is hard, what more to move on?Sick of tears, sick of

I'm a slave for you

2007-11-25T02:20:00.000+08:00

So, today marks the end of this week and in 12hours time, I'll be back to my slave-alike job again. Incase some dahlings haven't know, BeBe is currently working at Damansara Perdana as Account Executive for my 2months internship. No joke. The job eat up all my time with my family, friends and even pamperings for myself. Name it. Dry skin. Check. Zits. Check. Sleep deprive. Check. Darker circles.

Sell your eggs and get paid!

2007-11-20T23:28:00.002+08:00

Do you have what it takes to be a donor for couples out there who wish to be parents? yeah. Not chicken eggs, not turkey eggs, not whatever eggs that you're aware of. They need ovums and I, am a lucky ones! Last Sunday, I received a humble message ,"Sell your ladies eggs-get paid RM3,500" from this girl on Friendster. To my surprise, the content was about finding donors for childless couples.

Where is my Mr. Hugg-er?

2007-11-17T18:59:00.000+08:00

There are times when I feel hollow, maybe a sense of loneliness. I dislike the word, lonely as it shows a fragile innerself that only seeks for unnecessary attention or even sympathy from others. If anyone notices, I do not use the word often in my blog. Hence, some close ones may tell that I have certain extent of egoism.I only show my pride when it comes to male species and maybe when people

Mambo Jumbo

2007-11-14T11:24:00.000+08:00

So last Wednesday the Enjoyzters had decided to party at Zouk on Mambo night. What could I say, it was fantastic since it was my first time there. Yeaps. First time at Zouk for a so called clubber since four years ago is pretty unbelievable, but hey! believe it! =)The crowd was huge and they play songs from the 80s-90s. There were more or less, around 25 bunch of crazy wacko friends who partied

How imperfect my perfect world is

2007-11-08T13:46:00.000+08:00

Living for the past 21 years, only recently I've learnt about the other meaning of drugs. Drugs to me was always known as the medicine found in pharmacy and hospital. By means, drugs meant prescribed medicine which is used for the good and not otherwise. Yes, I am aware of other drugs which are harmful too but they were only extra information that I learnt back in high school. Basically, I'm

Somo

2007-11-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

Last Friday, was Mel's bdae and we celebrated it at Somo. Somo is this chilling cozy bar located at Mont Kiara *somewhere next to the Baskin Robbins*. Everyone gathered again for her special day and it was fun, despite the fact that I was slightly tipsy that night. =)*Pictures at the end of the post*On Saturday night after dinner with the family at Sushi Zanmai, Yuen Fatt picked my up along with

Self-reminder

2007-11-04T14:58:00.000+08:00

Mind constantly on thoughts, what is right and what is not, all my life I've been trying,to show my best, to share my love,but now i'm alone, all alone crying..The mind keeps playing,every lil precious thing, but it's all in the head,nothing is changed,you are still the same..All these while, My hope crumbles down, My tears falls, I no longer smileThe lips wants to speak,My heart tends to seek,

pixies

2007-11-03T13:54:00.000+08:00

Recharge Revelation 5 *nonsequence order* Yeah. "it's obvious that HE WANT us" hahah Eevan n I don't look happy We starved ourselves to the point that we need to eat instant noodles lol I look Miang here. Were bored that we played chor-dai-di. I was the winner 7 times in a row! who's the lucky babe! Chilling. Eevan,Ting, Bebe, Jade and Cynthia The starvation that everyone had after the pool party

Updates

2007-10-31T23:02:00.000+08:00

Everyone! Oh, I didn't abandon this blog, it's still very alive! =pI've been great though as always, sleep deprived. I got back from the Malacca trip with the enjoyzters last Sunday and it was superb! Not the rave, but the company. The rave, in short, it was muddy and smells like cow dung. The bunch and I left very early soon after we got there to the trance section. I was complaining nonstop

Tralalala

2007-10-20T01:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I gushed home after class the moment adik called and told me that mum needs to dye her hair. By means, I'd be tagging along too! So after picking up dad's polo shirt from pyramid, I left immediately. Only to realized, mum took me to this hair saloon at our house nearby. Oh well, it's not about me being poshy or evil but I don't want the same old mistake to repeat again, I want my hair

kena tagged by Cece

2007-10-14T18:00:00.000+08:00

5 Secrets. 5 Truths. 5 ThingsList 5 things that you want to say to people but never will.Don't say who they are.DON'T EVER DISCUSS IT AGAIN.1.Fck U! *excuse for the word*2. I miss hugging u, smelling you, holding your hands and lil things we did together3. I miss hearing your voice despite I don't get to hear it anymore4. Your cute gestures and dancing moves caught my attention5. Please don't act

I remember you

2007-10-07T23:34:00.000+08:00

Often times, whenever I go, I think of you. It just slip into my mind so naturally, and it doesn't bother me even after I know the truth. Yes. The truth is always hurtful as they are far from our ideal fairy tale. Time takes away pain and fades part of our memories, yet these broken pieces of you remains the same. Even though your face reminds me of pain and tears, but my feet stays and wouldn't

SOC's symposium

2007-10-03T16:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, my college mates and I had attended this symposium held at Eastin Hotel as early from 9am-4pm. Anyway, the topics were way too much for us to handle although some were very good in their presentation. The food in Eastin Hotel was also on a satisfactory level only. But, assuming that this was a productive outing with our juniors and college mates, it was indeed a good one.We took many

Boobies

2007-10-02T01:05:00.000+08:00

So yeah as you can read, boobies is every guy's favourite. Even women loves it so much that some couldn't resist getting boobjobs. Anyway, I always think that it's nothing special..just extra flesh infront of your chest. I prefer having it small instead of biggie ones. Imagine how would you look like having your boobs similar to big water balloons that bounce up and down when you run? No. It's

21st Bdae celebration

2007-09-30T00:57:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the delay! haha. So I turned 21 on the 23rd September 2007 which was on a Sunday but beloved family had decided to celebrate it a day before, which was on Saturday whereby we had home catering. =)The biggie cake which costed rm250 =) It was only decided like few days before Saturday and I was having butterflies in my stomach most of the time! Fortunately, mum pulled it off and the night

2007-09-16T01:53:00.000+08:00

I guess I've been thinking so much...too much...Lend me a hand, would you?I don't want to be invisible..

Few incidents in a day

2007-09-14T18:49:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I went for class from 9-3pm and handed in my assignment on time. The plan for the night was to go Maison with Mich but ended up at home. After class, Lils and I went to pyramid for a drink and chit-chats since I missed out the Karaoke session with Simon and others for I didnt want to skip the class.So after I dropped Lils home, I went to One Station to meet up with YK and others.

it takes time..

2007-09-11T18:06:00.000+08:00

It takes time to have courage to love,It takes time to leave or stay in a relationship,It takes time to forgive,It takes time to forget,It takes time to succeed,It takes time to stand up after you fall,It takes time to open up for others to know you better,It takes time to feel secured and loved,It takes time to prove that your love is for real,It takes time to sense lies,It takes time to move on

raining cats n dogs

2007-09-04T02:15:00.000+08:00

Oh So sorry for I've abandoned this blog of mine for some time. Anyway, I've been good so peeps no worries. =) Pretty much the same old me , maybe a more mellowed me. I haven't been clubbin for awhile already. What I do is just spending more time on college and my close friends back and forth from subang to my home.I'll try to update this soon for I'm dead tired.Shoutouts before I doze off..*I

Ti Amo

2007-08-12T16:14:00.000+08:00

Bro written a song called Ti Amo..simply means I love U..Its a chinese song but I translated it to my own lyrics in English. I hope you enjoyed the lyrics like I did =)Ti AmoI have never been so lost in loveNever thought of what I'd do anymoreLaying on my bed thinking of youWondering if things were better, how would it be?You were everything that I needed the mostEverything were so great before

I miss you, bro

2007-08-08T02:03:00.000+08:00

Earlier, bro's manager and a girl came to our house for a simple recording. Apparently, the Beijing crews wanted to surprise bro on his birthday this Saturday with a video of us, his beloved family back in Malaysia.So there we were, articulating of what to say and what not to tell. Mummy was nervous and Kevin kept asking me for ideas. Dad is sick, so he only joined in later. As for me, I just

Do I care?

2007-08-06T18:00:00.000+08:00

I saw him unexpedtedly the other day. Hence, I frightened few of my guyfriends with my driving skills. My heartbeat raised and I thought I was scared. Ashley corrected my word, it's excited. I heard that a guy who used to like me is currently with another gurl. I thought he said he like me? when it only took him awhile to forget me. I felt like I was snobbish or out of place to fit in wherever I

Karma

2007-08-04T16:11:00.000+08:00

"Karma works at its best when you don't believe its existence at all" I feel happy today. =)

dysfunctional

2007-07-31T22:36:00.000+08:00

Something is wrong with the blog. I've no idea but i'll try to rectify *which will end up asking others for help* it asap. =) The alignment had gone cuckoo after I posted up the previous entry. Oh, I decided to change to another layout, hopefully to freshen up the page a lil. Holiday ended just right yesterday. I had insomnia , like friends from overseas. I had jetlag jst like them. haha. The

Where I've been

2007-07-25T15:03:00.000+08:00

I've been EVERYWHERE! haha. It's been a great week! I did alot of things and I've been out meeting up with the dahlings quite often. Last Thurs * not sure* I drove out to Daruls to meet up with Dennis and MengShiong for dinner and later at night, we met up with PeiSze, Engsoon, Lil May, Jane and the bf at AC for pool and foos. The next day, parents dropped me at Kopitiam to meet up with Dennis,

Italianese

2007-07-17T12:18:00.000+08:00

#content { width:480px; float:left; margin-top:0px; text-align:left; padding-left:90px;} So I forgotten about posting the other night's outing up. Whoopsie~David came back few weeks ago and we've decided to meet up as previously, we failed to do so. =) All the while, we tried to make it up to each other but the plan would go down the hill for the both of us were preoccupied with our work. So

dreams

2007-07-16T19:02:00.000+08:00

It is weird that I dreamt of you when I've already forgotten about you. okay. Maybe I do think of you which the possibility of that could be low. I dreamt we were still together. Very real and as if the whole thing that happened that night repeated again. I didnt drive. I took a cab to your place and you came in and we were actually heading to one of my college mate's friend's party. Weird huh? I

Delayed pictures!

2007-07-16T01:53:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the overdued pictures! Please leave if you find any content from below are offensive or insulting. =) Or else, you could sit back and enjoy them like I did.Maison Part 1This is Dear Cece and Bebe. Bebe kissing her. BeBe ruined the pic.BeBe likes hugging even if there are two people >< Bebe likes kissing too *pouts her lips*Maison Part IIBebe and PeiSze lookin sizzling hawt.BeBe and Cece

Fall in Love

2007-07-15T14:34:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my dear Cousin's 21st birthday! So parents and I drove two cars to her place as we departed to our own plans after her place later at night.HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR ELAINE!! MUAKS hope you had a blast yesterday which I'm sure u did! *huggies*Left KL and drove back to Subang for the first time. Urgh. I had to admit I don't really have good vision at night. I guess it's worthwhile since I

2007-07-09T11:51:00.000+08:00

same old place but much more earlier! engsoon picked me up and we *peisze, andrew and I* hailed all the way to Maison and reached there sharp at 10.30? Got a table with only two chairs*after times of asking* next to the toilet. how strategic. >